Ambiguous Absence

It's been well over a month since my last posting. I feel ambivalent about keeping this blog going. I don't feel like this is a raw, truthful blog anymore--with so many people I know reading it, I self-censor all of the time. It seems pointlessly unfair to continue in this regard, but here I am another day, thinking about it but still not having the courage to completely throw in the towel. So, I don't know.

A bulleting update:

• work is going well--part-time rocks
• my mastitis and drastic supply drop issues cleared up
• screaming, fussy, non-sleeping baby issue due to supply issue virtually went away, but he still wakes up twice a night to feed----we'll take it over the multi-waking screeching child we had a month ago
• baby is in the 13th percentile for nearly everything--such a peanut, but he's so strong and fitting into his 3-6 month clothes and meeting all his milestones, so it's all good
• big boy is more and more hilarious and fun to be with every day. and he is so.smart and learns things so.fast

Easter shots:

Handsome big boy

Little boy wrestling with his big brother