Sunday, September 02, 2007

Self-pity party

It is becoming unbearable to not be pregnant. I am really hoping we have good news at the end of this tww. Otherwise, I think I'll have to stop blogging, as there are hardly any blogs left on our blogroll who are not either pregnant or already given birth and it's making me totally depressed. We also happen to know a lot of IRL people who are pregnant/new moms. I know this is a completely selfish thought, and I am more than amazingly happy for everyone who I know has been trying as hard as we have to make a baby--and managed to succeed. But it's just hard. I'm tired of waiting, and I want a baby...is this time our time? I really hope so...

And sorry, just another side note to mention that I really am so happy for all the BFPs around here lately. I hope all your good baby karma rubs off on us!

12 comments:

Melody said...

I'm with you, sisters, and, FWIW, we're not pregnant yet. I've been thinking the same thing. Trying to focus on stuff not baby-related, but it's not easy.

oneofhismoms said...

I hear ya, sister.

Crystal said...

Hi, i haven't left a comment on your blog before but I have been following you on your journey and I just wanted to say don't give up...we are right there with you TTC a baby ourselves and are rooting for your BFP!

j said...

Loud and clear.

This all fucking sucks right now.

e. said...

hugs to you.

i know i am "one of those" but i do remember all to well the pain of cycle after cycle not working out and thinking it would never happen. and i even threw myself a pity party or two ...all i can say is that it sucks and i'm pulling for you!

L said...

Oh man, I hope that all of my email talk about my two pregnant friends wasn't offensive! Think of it this way: when you guys finally have one, I will have perfected my log cabin knitting so that he/she will get the best baby blanket EVER!

tbean said...

Don't worry about the pity--we all feel it too. It really sucks that being in a point in your life where you are TTC means, by virtue of age more than anything else, that you are surrounded by tons of pregnant friends. I'm really hoping for you guys this time, especially in light of your previous post. (And no, there is nothing to be done, I live life as a size D every day and it ain't all its cracked up to be!!!)

Sara said...

Sorry you guys- we truly can relate to the deflation that comes with each BFN. It's not fair. Each month falling flat with no real explanation. Each month reading us all "We're rooting for you!" and "don't give up!"

It sucks. It's not fair. Crap. Crap. Double Crap.

nycphoenix said...

right there with you. No sign of baby here. but if i didn't blog I would have gone crazy by now. And check out my TTC list. its still pretty substantial.

Lo said...

I hope, hope, hope for you!!

The Nanny said...

I'm crossing my fingers for you guys! Hopefully next time you post it'll be with good news :-)

Erin said...

We're behind you blogging or not. That is exactly why we didn't blog much in the past month. It seemed like everyone we knew was getting pregnant except us. We needed to take a little time to be selfish and mope. Do what you need, it is the best medicine.